Travel:
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here for the "Travel" photos]
Although
I can't prove it at the moment, I've been told that India is the farthest
place you can travel to in the world. It is on the other side of the globe
from the US, and it is a painfully long journey. After a painful good-bye
to my family, I jumped in the car with Dave Sloan and Larry & Lisa
Shewfelt from Revolution. We headed up to LAX to meet the ROCKharbor team.
We flew 15 or so hours to Taipei, Taiwan for a 1 hour layover. We then
flew 6 hours to Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia for a 12 hour layover at a hotel.
Dave Sloan and I caught a taxi to a well-known outdoor mall where we ate
lunch and did some shopping.
We boarded another plane for a 6 hour flight into Hydrabaad, India. From
there, we took a 9 hour bus ride to Tenali where the Harvest India ministry
center is located. It took approximately 56 hours to get from LAX to our
hotel in Tenali, India. Planes, layovers, and bus rides. Little did we
know, this was just the beginning.
The streets of India are crazy to say the least. Generally, you stay on
the left side of the road, but that is the only rule of thumb. Cars, auto
rickshaws, bikes, trucks, buses, people, goats, cows, water buffalo, and
pigs are all intermingled in crazy ways. Samson - the best Harvest India
driver - was out of control. He hit a water buffalo, woman's purse, motorcycle,
and a large frog while I was in the vehicle - yikes! The scenery of India
and the faces of the people were amazing. Hopefully, the photos will help
you capture some of what I experienced.
Throughout our travel and team time, it was amazing to see a tight bond
development among a group of strangers. Sure - a few of us knew each other,
but for the most part, the relationships were brand new. By the end of
the trip, we had laughed, screamed out of fear, and cried together numerous
times. The laughter and jr. high craziness was out of control. (Of course,
I was not leading the charge on any of it...the white cobra and white
donkey will live on forever!)
As a side note, I took two of my favorite Vespa rides of all time in India.
Vespas (and a knock-off named Bajaj) are everywhere. They are little scooters
that can go about 60 mph through the crowded streets of India. On two
occasions, I got the chance to ride a Vespa through the rural back roads
of Narsipatnam, and it was a blast! (Let's not talk about running out
of gas or hitting an auto rickshaw, okay?)
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Ministry
Experiences:
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Over the 2 weeks we were in India, we were bombarded with ministry
experiences. Leading in worship, giving testimonies, sharing about Jesus,
asking for people to join us in following Jesus, and praying for the sick.
Each opportunity was stretching and powerful - for the people we were
ministering to and for us.
Lalitha Kumari's Grave
During our first day in Tenali, we headed over to the Harvest
India campus. As we arrived, we stopped at the grave of Suresh and Sudheer's
mother who passed away just a few months ago. I was given the privilege
of praying for our time together, and then each person tossed flowers
on her grave. It was a powerful moment.
HIV/AIDS Ministry
Then, we toured a large orphanage under construction. ROCKharbor
has donated $100,000 to build this facility to house 200 or more orphans
by April. After the tour, we were warmly welcomed by 100 plus men and
women with HIV/AIDS who had walked to the campus for a meal and free bag
of rice and bananas. It was humbling to have a lei placed around my neck
and welcomed with such celebration. We greeted them and quickly served
a meal of rice and curry scooped on banana leaves. In India, everyone
eats with their right hand - no utensils and no left hand.
New Life Bible College
We took a tour of the New Life Bible College and met 100 men
and women who are in a 2 year program preparing for ministry. Many of
these students (as young as 16) have walked away from their Hindu families
to follow Jesus and a life of ministry. After their time of study, they
will be sent out into villages to help existing churches or begin new
ones. The men sleep on what is essentially a porch with bunk beds - no
mattresses because they can't afford them. They girls sleep in two different
rooms with no beds. (For $3,750, 25 bunks could be provided for their
use.) It was powerful to see them passionately studying the Bible and
how to minister in their unique context.
Old Aged Homes
We spent some time with a group of elderly women who live in
a Harvest India Old Aged home. We led in worship, shared testimonies,
and shared from the Scriptures.
Red Light District with the Prostitutes
During one afternoon ministry time, we headed to what they call
the 'red light' district. Essentially, it is a slum area of town where
a group of 100 or so prostitutes all live together under the control of
their owner. (To the right, you can see a photo of me and their owner
- dressed in red.) This man allows Harvest India to minister to the women,
becuase they provide medical care on a regular basis. We led in worship,
shared testimonies, and shared about Jesus. Over 100 women chose to follow
Jesus. Then, we prayed for many of them and played with the kids. Harvest
India is seeking funding to build a safehouse for the women and buy them
out of prostitution.
Baptism
We participated in a night baptism as well. It was supposed to
be a middle of the day baptism, but we were 6 hours late. Every single
person who was to be baptized in a remote part of the Krishna River waited
the entire time. It was a privilege to baptize over 50 people that night.
With a car's headlights shining on us, we walked into waist high, pitch
black water to baptize men and women. During the closing prayer, I felt
stuff swirling around my feet, and I jumped out quickly!
Mercy Ministry
Every Saturday, Harvest India feeds the poor and needy a meal
on the campus of the Bible College. On this particular Saturday, we fed
200+ men and women. As we were serving them, we went up and down the aisles
laying hands on them and praying for them. These are the lowest of the
low in Tenali - suffering from every known sickness...HIV/AIDS, cancer,
blind, deaf, and even several with leprosy.
Medical Camp
We participated in several medical camps where Harvest India
brings in doctors and nurses to remote villages. We were able to immunize
children, provide shots for adults, and give medicine as needed.
Churches
On Sunday, three teams went to three different churches to lead
in worship, give testimonies, and share an evangelistic message. Each
church had invited many new people to the services, and many people chose
to follow Jesus. Imagine taking your shoes off at the door, being ushered
up to the front stage in a small church, and staring at the congregation
the entire service. Then, toward the end of the service, you are handing
a 'cool Pepsi' as an act of honor.
Village Outreach and Children's Ministry
At multiple villages, we stopped to rally a group of 250-500
people. We would gather the children to do crafts, sing songs, and hear
about Jesus. The adults would often receive free food as well. At all
of these stops, hundreds of people chose to follow Jesus.
Orphans
On our way out of town, we met up with 50 or so orphans that are currently
under the care of Harvest India. It was a special time of playing with
them and caring for them.
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'Peace
and Healing' Crusade:
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Over the course of four nights, we held an open air crusade in
a massive field. For months, the staff of Harvest India had been planning
and preparing for the event - a huge staff, lighting, sound, promotion,
and more.
The local Hindu militants did not want the event to be held. They tore
down posters, filed petitions, and even broke the legs of two Harvest
India staff members. Suresh and his team kept us locked up at the hotel
during the four days without letting us out of their sight.
I preached the 2nd night of the crusade, and it was probably the most
powerful speaking experience I've ever had. There were approximately 10,000
people their that night, and it was electric. After the New Life Bible
College students sang, Suresh and Sudheer got up and spoke for a bit.
They we led in worship, gave two testimonies, performed a drama, and two
people speak. I was the 'closer' - given the opportunity to speak, call
for a response, and pray for healing. Over 1,000 people responded that
night to accept Jesus, and it was unbelievable.
After walking offstage, Sudheer pulled me aside to meet a man who had
just accepted Jesus. He had been a Hindu his entire life, and his name
was Ganesh - named after the Hindu elephant god. He informed Sudheer that
he no longer wanted to be named after Ganesh, and he requested that I
rename him on the spot. After a brief discussion, Sudheer and I renamed
him Joshua. We referred him to a local church and pastor.
As I walked with the team to our vehicles, hundreds of people are approaching
us for prayer. I'm stretching out my hands - laying them on people's heads.
People are literally grabbing my hands to place them on their heads. Other
people are shoving paper and pen in my face for an autograph. It was quite
a scene.
Along the way, I stopped to pray for two Hindu women - one was holding
a toddler. As I laid my hands on their heads, I prayed for God to heal,
deliver, and bless them. The woman on the left immediately fell backward
onto the ground. Her child fell with her and began trying to wake her
mother up. The woman was being touched by God, and she was out for about
30 seconds. People were gathering around, and eventually, I helped her
to her feet.
Each night of the crusade, the crowd grew in size (over 20,000 people
on the last night) and so did the number of people who responded to follow
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Things
I Learned:
Trying to capture what I learned is harder than capturing what
I experienced. My learnings are personal, but I want to make them public.
Part of 'going public' with a learning is just getting it out there for
others to learn from but also to be honest.
Usually,
the more honest I am about my learnings - the more likely I am to assimilate
that learning into my life. It can be quite disappointing to feel like
I've experienced something, learned from it, and then don't really use
or apply what I've learned.
In moments of great learning, there comes a clarity like no other time.
And, I hate the fact that this clarity will wear off. The intensity of
my emotions and thoughts will wane with time, and my prayer is that I
can remain soft and position myself for more transformation. I can't transform
myself - only God can... [These learnings are in no particular order.]
1. I have seen the need, and I must respond.
I have never wanted to be part 'global missions', listen to missionaries,
give to missions, or go on a mission. I was not interested on many levels.
But on a deeper level, I knew that I couldn't handle seeing the need.
When I see a need, I feel compelled to respond. So, if I don't want to
respond, I avoid seeing the need.
I have seen the need, and I must respond. Going to Indian villages was
like stepping back in time 1,000 years. Absolutely everything was handmade
except for an occasional bike and water well. There is nothing wrong with
living at such a primitive level, but many of these people don't have
basic food, water, and medical care. The degree of sickness and disease
was profound.
Beyond physical needs, the spiritual needs were overwhelming. We saw hundreds
of Hindu temples set aside to worship over 1 million gods. I personally
saw people worshipping trees, the monkey god, the elephant god, and the
cobra god. The people are deeply lost and searching for truth, hope, and
joy. This part of India may only be a small portion of the world, but
I (we) can make a difference.
God has called me to think and act on a global level.
2. India is a spiritual nation; we are materialistic.
It was awesome to minister in an area that assumes that the spirit
world is alive and real. This stood in stark contrast to our oppulent,
materialistic world that focuses on what is seen (not the unseen). Trying
to get our culture to be open to the spirit world is brutal. In India,
it is an everyday part of life.
The natural reaction is to be thankful to God for blessing me and our
nation in huge ways, yet other things came to mind.
As thousands of people chose to follow Jesus over the past 2 weeks, I
found myself asking the question, "Are these people really giving
up their other gods?"
Then, God asked me, "Are the Christians in America really giving
up their gods?"
Our gods just look different. Hindus may worship trees, monkeys, elephants,
and cobras. We worship money, sex, power, and entertainment.
God has called me to help people see their spiritual need.
3. The Bible is revelation - not information.
In the days leading up to the trip, I was told that I would probably
be called upon to speak on multiple occassions because of my role as a
pastor. These would be impromptu opportunities, and I needed to be ready.
Frankly, that really doesn't work for me. I am a planner. I like to have
everything typed out, rehearsed, and ready to present. So, on the flight
over, I wrote three simple messages that I could use in three different
venues.
Once we arrived, I found myself asking God at each location, "God,
what would you want me to share with these people if the opportunity arises?"
I would be drawn to a passage, prepare my heart, and be ready to share.
Sometimes, I was called on and other times I wasn't. But something began
to happen. I began to see the power of God's Word. It was "revelation"
to these people - not just information. The Bible is revealing who God
is, what He offers us, and what He desires from our lives.
I could list a lot of reasons why I believe this is the case, but I think
the Bible has simply become information for most Christians. We don't
experience it as powerful and life-changing because of the way we approach
the text.
I fell in love with the Bible in India even more. It is powerful, life-changing,
and has a greater impact than just my own words informed by biblical principles.
The actual text of the Bible is key. I'm coming to realize more and more...if
we don't know God's Word, we are missing out on something huge.
God has called me to know and share His Word to my family, my church,
and my community.
4. Prayer, faith, and the supernatural are key to life and ministry.
In India, I was reminded over and over again that prayer, faith,
and the supernatural are key to life and ministry. And, there is one reason
for this...dependance on God. I saw Suresh and his team display a deep
dependance on God the entire time we were there. Suresh kept saying, "We're
believing God for..." Frankly, in that culture, they don't have much
else to cling to. If God doesn't show up, you are in a mess.
When I arrived home, I picked up the latest issue of Charisma magazine.
On the front cover is an article about how God is doing great things in
India. Inside, one of the Indian evangelists is quoted as saying, "I'm
amazed to see how much the American church as been able to accomplish
without the Holy Spirit."
Prayer, faith, and room for the supernatural are all signals that I'm
relying on God - living with a deep dependance. I just don't see this
in my life or in our church right now.
God has called me to believe Him for big things - not through my talents,
but through His power.
5. Love people, meet their needs, and share Jesus.
Although these aren't the words they use, this is definitely the practice
of Harvest India. Not too complicated, is it?
Over and over, I just saw their ministry loving on broken and hurting
people. I saw them meeting the needs of people through food, water, clothing,
and medical care. And, I saw them passionately sharing Jesus.
Unfortunately, in our culture, meeting needs isn't so easy. Sure, some
people need food, water, clothing, and medical care. But, the majority
of our culture has their basic needs met. They have other needs, and if
we're going to share Jesus, we must simultaneously meet their needs. I
don't exactly know what that looks like, but something has to change.
God has called me to think critically about my strategy and approach to
ministry and church.
6. I'm more committed than ever to evangelism.
In India, we would often walk through a village - gathering 250-500 people
to share the Gospel in a central location. There was no hesitation to
share the new life that Jesus offers, and people responded left and right.
In the States, I am (we are) timid, nervous, and politically correct.
I'm not proposing that we do anything that is offensive or irrelevant.
I don't see myself walking through my neighborhood trying to rally people
to share Jesus. But, I am more committed than ever to sharing the new
life that I have in Christ.
One of the biggest problems I think we have in this area is that "we
can't give away what we don't have." I wonder if one of the biggest
hurdles to sharing Jesus is that many of us who call ourselves Christians
really don't have much of a faith at all. We are Christian in name only.
We don't know Jesus, the Scriptures, have faith, and walk in dependance.
We go to church...
God has called me to share Jesus authentically and passionately with others
- flowing out of my own relationship with Him.
7. Relationships are like gold.
Over the course of my trip, I had several challenging conversations with
a friend. He shared his take on life-long relationships and his desire
to "accumulate friends" over time. He share how he intentionally
connects with people on a daily basis and how he re-connects with people
in his past regularly.
Frankly, I don't feel like I've ever been really good with relationships.
Friendship doesn't come easy to me, and neither does trusting people.
I've grown in huge ways over the past 13 years, but I feel like I have
a long way to go.
Before going on this trip, all 32 of us met about 8 times for training
and team-building. Since I was not in a leadership role, I found myself
choosing not to connect or go deeper with the team during those times.
I try to protect myself, and I don't want to let me guard down. After
about 7 days in to the trip, I really felt like I started connecting with
some great people. The only thing that was preventing me from connecting
on a deeper level at an earlier point in time was myself. By the end of
the trip, I was feeling the impending loss of the team environment, and
I definitely am feeling lonely in the subsequent days.
If I had it to do over again, I would have chosen to connect at a deeper
level even earlier. I would have asked more questions, revealed more,
and cared more deeply.
God had called me to invest more and more in people (and less and less
in projects).
8. Laughter, fun, and risk help build great relationships.
I believe the things that helped our team bond the most were laughter,
fun, and risk. You would not believe the jr. high craziness that went
on during this trip. White cobra, white donkey, white unicorn, lowering
an un-named team member out of the 2nd floor balcony, super-ball fights,
and more. The laughter and fun were at no one's expense, and it was a
blast.
I also think multiple risks played a key role in bonding our team. We
were risking ourselves as we did ministry in a new place. Many people
were speaking, sharing, and serving in these ways for the very first time.
We were at risk every time we drove somewhere. Samson, one of the Harvest
India drivers, was out of control. We were flying in and out of traffic
- honking the horn - during the entire trip. We had a million life-threatening
close calls, and we actually hit several things. The screaming and the
laughter were contagious and bonding.
God has called me to help people laugh, have fun, and take risks.
9. Ordinary people can do extraordinary things when they rely on God.
It was awesome to see everyday people doing amazing things. People
that had never done this type of ministry were stepping up to speak in
front of thousands, lead hundreds to Christ, teach kids songs, lead in
worship, and the list goes on and on. All of this while relying on God!
I could not be more proud of Dave Sloan and Larry & Lisa Shewfelt.
They stepped up time and time again to share, speak, encourage, listen,
and serve. Great job!
God has called me to continually unleash others to do amazing ministry
as we rely on God.
10. I must be a spiritual leader.
This is the greatest and most difficult learning of all. While
I was in India, God spoke to me very clearly that I must step up and be
a spiritual leader. Not that I haven't been doing that already, but this
must be my focus.
For much of my ministry (including the last 2 years), I have been a planner,
strategist, visionary, promoter, marketer, organizer, and rallier. All
of those things are good, and I will still need to do many of those things.
But, I must lean in to who God has called me to be...a spiritual
leader. You see, all those other things I can generally do with my own
gifts and talents. I don't have to rely on God much. I need to rely on
God more and more. Instead of reading "apart from Me, you can do
nothing" - my actions have shown that "apart from Him, I can
try to do alot."
I must follow Jesus closely, know God's Word, pray, have faith, believe
God for big things, and point people in the direction of Jesus. We'll
see how this realization plays out, but I know that things are changing.
God has called me to be a spiritual leader.
11. Other stuff that I need to do...
On the flight home, I thought about these learnings plus some
other stuff that I just realize I need to do. Take 2 days off every week.
Have more fun by myself, with friends, and with my family. Drink water.
Fall more and more in love with Laura. Buy an iPod, load it with music,
and worship Jesus. Listen to more sermons. Preach every message like it
will be my last one. Remember who I am in Christ. Build a relationship
with my teammates Shawn and Craig. Go back to India in August.
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